exposedskin: It would be an honor to be a tree that is a slave to the moon (Default)
I was in between dream and reality
I didn't know which is which

When I felt that warm caress on my face I looked for it
Then that warmness went else where
Somewhere it shouldn't have gone

I thought sleep protected me
And as I was under that false protection I waited for you to stop
And be the person I thought who you were

But that protection only gave you a chance to be the devil that you are

Just Do It

Apr. 29th, 2015 10:53 pm
exposedskin: It would be an honor to be a tree that is a slave to the moon (Default)
The next time I hear you say “I want to die!” I would personally put a knife on your throat and make you think twice about the idea of dying.

A person doesn’t just say he wants to die, not out loud. If you’re going to do it, just do it I hate to sound like a Nike commercial but that’s just how it is, plan it and do it why do you need to let the whole world hear it? So their attention can be focused on you? So no matter how absurd your reason is the will sympathize with you because you make them think you’re giving up on your precious life? Life that you’re trying to convince yourself that is worthless but deep inside you know you’re too scared to let go, to have that last breath, because to you the regret seems to be too much for you to handle. Some one who is tired of their lives and wants nothing to do with it anymore is also tired of all the bullshit that people are trying to tell him, they only have one goal: Die, right away. No need for goodbyes, no need for any statuses, nothing, they just do it.
exposedskin: It would be an honor to be a tree that is a slave to the moon (Default)
They tell me to cite my reasons
But can lies be reasons too

They try to make it better
But how can they when better is already gone

I am on a deserted island
Desperate and alone
Still looking for someone
To fill this big black hole

They say I am dangerous
That they have to save me from myself
But how can they
When they've already hurt me worse than i already felt

One thing I can say
I just want to be free
From pain and this world of rot and death

NO WAY OUT

Feb. 20th, 2015 07:47 am
exposedskin: It would be an honor to be a tree that is a slave to the moon (Default)
Leave, while you can. Because I'm too fucked up for you.

But selfishness overweights equity, so I say nothing and leave your affection be even if it cost you a bleeding heart.

So I'm sorry.

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Do you not see how immortal man can be?